let's turn to the new chapter

2010-09-03T09:44:00.000-07:00

life is full of problems that create mixed feeling. sometimes i did not understand why some problems occur when everything is in a stable condition. is that what is call life? dear god, answer this for me please..i just don't get it.things are being complicated now..i just don't get the solution in every problems that i faced. probably i just go with the flow? which i think benefit me a lot.ya, it really do cause i dun need to crack my brain and waste my time on thinking of all the problems each day which would never ends. serious i am tired with all this. there's more important thing to do rather than thinking about all this. it is just a random feeling about life, nothing much actually.
always look on the bright side of life!
friends really make me smile actually but i need to admit that sometimes they cause you to lean back. however, i still feel grateful of who i am now because i know that other people suffers much more difficulty in their life. (syukuri apa yang ada, hidup adalah anugerah, tetap jalani hidup ini, melakukan yang terbaik,jangan menyerah).
special feelings? the song , broken by sezairi sezali speaks much about my feelings actually.
especially the chorus part.
"and i know i never told you,
that i love you,
now is all to late,
and i don't know how to hold you,
but i want to,
i don't want to leave this way,
all i know is BROKEN"

p/s: complicated.

2009-03-29T01:13:00.000-07:00

helo..you should welcome me back to this wonderful blog of mine.haha
so looong time since i update. :)
many things did happens lately.dont know it belongs to a good category or bad category...
(thinking.....)
receive my result for common test,not really that good.average.
sports day is coming up another 2 days,it will be held at TP stadium.first time it wll held at that
stadium.nevermind,can experience it.haha..
hope to update more often ya.. :)

labels:dying to see your face.

2009-02-28T02:28:00.000-08:00

helooooo!
haha..long time never update my blog ya..sori leh,busy with common
test,but dun worry,finish already..so try to put in time to update my blog..
finish common test on thursday,and on the next day,we had our sec 4 and 5
team challange,for the boys in my class, they participated in soccer and for the girls,
which including me,participated in floorball,at first we never think of winning any position
cause all we know that we want to enjoy ourselve after exam.however we win in the
3rd position,so damn cool..haha..the medal that i receive will be a memorable thing that i recieve in my sec 4 life.and of course,a memorable thing that me and my team have done for
4C. i know without support from our team,we cannot do it.thanks to my team :)
and dun forget the boys win 2nd position in soccer:)

my team:me,ruzanna,joanne,syaza and jacqueline
thanks also to the people who supported us.

labels:damn happy!

2009-01-25T21:01:00.000-08:00

yeah!!HOLIDAY!!!
holiday then get the chance to update my blog..
if not,busy with all the school work and study programme..capek tau!
it is very damn stressful this year..
btw i found new tips when you are stress..
if you are stress,u just grab ice cream and put in your mouth..
it will make you and your brain cool..
another way,you eat maggi..
i have try that before..

labels:great to have holiday

2008-12-29T05:47:00.001-08:00

just now go back to school to plan for the sec 1 orientation..prepare like the banners,
flyers and some sort of "give"..

then realise that sec 4 NA class is at the first floor with the sec 3 NA class..
the school make all the "NA" upper sec student combine in the first floor..
the school dont want all the NA student to "DISTURBED" all their clever student
that is "EXPRESS" student.thats why the school put all the EXPRESS upper sec students in fourth floor..
clever rite my school??(sarcastic)..not clever,but damn clever :)
i think it is not a good idea but damn good idea.hahahaha

but nevermind,as long as i can concentrate on my studies..

LABELS:MY SCHOOL DAMN CLEVER

2008-12-28T07:14:00.000-08:00

2008-12-28T06:04:00.000-08:00

do you ever believe in dreams?even the dreams shows that
you have meet your soulmate?i ever wonder,do dreams can repeat a lot
of time?(wondering....) :0
don't know who can answer that question.
btw,
i realise that i have be more and more addicted to indonesia film compare to
last year.i think it started when i finish my time more at home by watchng tv.
....
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....
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i think this short post will do for today :)

labels:i hate myself for loving you!

2008-12-27T06:01:00.000-08:00

NEW BLOG SKIN :)

2008-12-26T05:55:00.000-08:00

Notice:new song at my blog! nice one:)

DEMI CINTA

Maaf, ku telah menyakitimu
Ku telah kecewakanmu
Bahkan ku sia-siakan hidupku,
Dan kubawa kau seperti diriku
Walau hati ini t'rus menangis
Menahan kesakitan ini
Tapi ku lakukan semua demi cinta
Akhirnya juga harus ku relakan kehilangan cinta sejatiku
Segalanya t'lah ku berikan
Juga semua kekuranganku
Jika memang ini yang terbaik
Untuk diriku dan dirinya
Kan ku t'rima semua demi cinta
Jujur, aku tak kuasa,
Saat terakhir ku genggam tanganmu
Namun yang pasti terjadi,
Kita mungkin tak bersama lagi
Bila nanti esok hariKu temukan dirimu bahagia
Ijinkan aku titipkan kisah cinta kita selamanya

2008-12-24T23:11:00.000-08:00

hello!!
wondering why i never update for so long time rite?
haha..

CCA:
busy wif some sort of CCA lah..got course,camps,exam day some more..
but now,complete all of that!!
thanks god i still survive..
overall the course,camps and the exam day,is fun and interesting
and the best part,i have earn new experience in my life actually.

LIFE:
now,waiting for school to re open..
in about 1 week like that.and 1 day before
the starting of school,jeng...jeng..jeng...haha..
missing all my friends very badly already sei..walio! :)

2008-11-02T06:56:00.000-08:00

Life changes its beauty all the time

Sometimes it’s a shade, sometimes life is sunlight

Live every moment here to your heart’s content

The time that is here may not be tomorrow
One who loves you whole-heartedly

It is difficult meet that person

if there is someone like that somewhere

That person is more beautiful than all

Grab onto that (person’s) hand

He or she may not be so gracious tomorrow

Live every moment here to your heart’s content

The time that is here may not be tomorrow
Taking the shadow of your eyelashes, when someone comes near

You try to reason with your crazy heart

Your heart just goes on beating

But think, that which is here now

That story may not be here tomorrow

Life changes its beauty all the time

Sometimes it’s a shade, sometimes life is sunlight
Live every moment here to your heart’s content

The time that is here may not be tomorrow

the time that is here may not be tomorrow

labels:this is translation of kal ho naho song

2008-11-02T06:38:00.001-08:00

mum left me and my sister alone as

she had to go malaysia for an emergency matters..

so,i must took over all her jobs like,

waking up my dad

for work,pack food for him and make

sure that the dish

did not turn into a weird smell.she will be back tomorrow i think

then in the afternoon go out wif my

brother to parkway

parade as well as fikry.round and round

the mall like a crazy person

.now is about

10:43 pm still updating and planning wif my brother that

after this,we will have a

movies marathon

untill..morning when it is time that workers get ready to work?maybe

btw,short post will do:)

2008-11-01T05:14:00.000-07:00

got to know that my 1st brother met wif an accident last monday if i am not wrong.

he suffered wif major injury only,bandage on his both hands,leg and shoulder.saw his helmet

break into two.he said that he wanted to avoid a taxi at the highway but,unfortunately,

he fails to avoid and kebaboom!but the worst part is,the taxi ran away after the incident.

watch out drivers for dangerous taxi.hehe

labels:i watch high school musical 3 already.hehe

2008-10-28T01:07:00.000-07:00

2008-10-25T07:01:00.000-07:00

run army boys!!

in the ferry,going to pulau tekong

memories of his long hair..haha

yesterday,sent my brother to Pulau Tekong to serve his National Service .so far lah actually and it is very troublesome to get there..

first,need to take bus that are provided at pasir ris interchange then,reach at some sort

of ferry terminal,need to take ferry to pulau tekong..reach there,all the parents are take to see their son bunk..the bunk is quite comfortable actually.then at night my brother called.

i picked up,soon after hearing his voice,

i say,

me:botak!!!botak!!

my brother:shut up lah

i keep laughing..

before that,he said to me that he is so stresses about his hair that are going to cut off..

hehe

labels: anga dah botak !!

2008-10-23T04:26:00.000-07:00

thanks sharifah amirah!!sastified with my new blog and it is so nice!haha.

thanks again!

today is the last day of school,just now,need to clean class and stack up all the tables

after doing that,we seat in a circle with our chairs..teachers try to entertain us by

singing the primary school song..haha. quite funny lah actually..then last part receive the report

book.it say at the promotion status:promoted to sec 4 NA..so damn happy lah deh.

going to see all my classmates next year.except for a few that im meeting for an outing.

labels:my blog so freaking nice sei!haha

2008-10-23T00:05:00.000-07:00

Hello-hello. Mimi here:D
Im done with editing this blog.
Im in <3 with the picture ehh! Tengok arh sape buat (:
Sorry no "camelia" song.

Is it okay, the blog?

2008-10-18T08:12:00.000-07:00

the pictures above we took during 15th oct.meet them at about 12 plus at the small mac..

never expect many ex 2D will turn up..but glad they came.so we go at around 10 houses in one day and go home at about 10 plus pm.having fun with them as,long time never gathered together.last house we go is at bedok,luckily it is near to my house,so i can be back fast before my mother membebel.hehe

2008-10-14T07:25:00.000-07:00

exams?no more exams lah inadeh!!
exam has come to the finishing line everybody!!haha
the happy part is when the teacher collect the last paper!!yeah.
so relief now,so i can do many activity after the exam..syiok sei!
so,just now,after the last paper,went to tampines mall with hadila,herina,ruzanna to catch a movie,but,before that we ate breakfast at mac.we watch "the house bunny".the show is very funny and interesting.it is about love,friendship,and i love it.many part of the scene is so funny..

and we plan to watch "high school musical 3" next 2 week..best lah!

so,tomorrow going out with all the ex 2D (jalan raye).wondering who cannot make it
in the last minute of time..

labels:my heart is dancing!

2008-10-10T06:33:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updating my blog for quite a long time..
as busy studying for the final year exam..

as for now,just left with maths and f&n paper .
i wish the papers will be easy as all the previous paper was hard
for me..i must put a lot of effort in this exam as it consists of 40% to the overall.

tommorow got f&n extra class eventhough it is on saturday..
nevermind,it is just for a short time to finish at the finishing line
of the exam..hehe..

luckily i have the time to update my blog.

study,study,study!!!

-labels: you just dont belong to my heart..

2008-08-17T06:02:00.000-07:00

yesterday the carnival was quite ok lah hah..
have the fun part and the boring part..
we never took part in the record breaking,but just helping out..
saw someone alot of time:0
reached home at about 12 plus..

cut

cut

cut..

cut it short..

at night went to east coast park
eat ice cream
yum2..

see you soon

TC

BAYU????/

2008-08-17T05:59:00.001-07:00

2008-08-15T06:20:00.000-07:00

yeah..!!
common test go to the finishing line already..haha
but,very nervous to receive the result
i guess,i have not doing so good for all the papers..
just know maths paper,not enough time to check through and to think..
the duration is only 1 hour..IT IS NOT ENOUGH FOR ME..

so like bloody swimming pool!!
k.cut it off..

tomorrow our school got some sort of carnival..
we are part of it as we are the helper..

but,tomorrow need to report at 7 a.m..
imagine,saturday morning need to wake up early in the morning..

SO SIAN!!

so,going to cut off here..
see you soon!!

2008-08-08T05:41:00.000-07:00

hey..just now at school celebrate singapore birthday..as usual,
there is a parade..but the different thing is,this year i was part of the parade..hehe

so heard a comment that the marching was a super smooth..thanks..

after parade,went up to hall to watch concert..
the concert was ok lah hah..

after that concert,went to the airport to study,
on the way o the airport i slept.i guess i was totally tired..
nevermind,but it was fun so..

took so many pictures of us..
as we carry bag and i was carring my cover suit and shoebag,
we take a trolley wif us,haha
honestly it was very fun..
reach home at about 3 plus..

cincau!!

2008-08-08T05:34:00.000-07:00

2008-08-04T05:33:00.000-07:00

last friday,stayback for a while at class 3B..while waiting for parade rehersal..
we took some pictures of us..
it was so kind of zanna and herina waited for my parade to start
haha..thanks..

cannot solve the rubik's cube..damn irritating sei..

just cut it short..
parade ends at 6 plus..

super duper tired sei..

what to do?just tahan lah..
apelai..

hehe

tc

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just know after school went to study for a while,wif zana,rina,sharifah,faizah,hamizah..
as we realise that we have to work more harder cause exam is coming..

it is so comfortable studying at the library wif the econ...hehe

during chemistry period,we do some sort of experiment
that we need to put a hydrocholic acid..it was fun as i love experiment..

so go home at about 3 plus..and accidentally bring home herina rubiks cube..
sori bangeeet..
my andi fikry is not at home when i reach home.cilaka..

about just know,i kow that it was only a joke.so don't be so guilty towards it
and i know that she will be fine..

bye

bayu??????

2008-07-24T05:23:00.000-07:00

hello!!now then i have a free time to update my blog..
sori friends!!:)
although now i feel sleepy,i still want to update just because of
my friends and my blog.hehe
my blog is not going to die ok..
keep that in mind people!!haha

i realise something that,in 5 days of school,i just get to go back
early is on friday only..it is tiring sei.(BANCI)

this morning make a pizza wif cacing(zana),luckily she can co-operate
well wif me..haha..the result of the pizza sastified me..

COMMON TEST IS COMING!!!
in a few weeks time comes the volcano of exams..wakaka
but its true..

BONUS QUESTION:
if you want to forget about a person that you like,
but,each time when you want to forget about that person,
that person keep appear infront of your face.
what are going to do????
choose one

(1) pretend that you didn't notice that person.
OR
(2) in your heart say something bad about that person.
OR
(3) take a chance to smile at the person for the last time.

2008-07-04T06:17:00.000-07:00

CUBA KAU KATAKAN APA YANG KAU INGIN KAN,
APA YANG KAU BUTUKAN TELAH AKU BERIKAN,
CUBA KAU KATAKAN APA YANG KAU INGIN KAN...

2008-07-04T05:51:00.000-07:00

now i know that collecting people money is so stress and irritating!!
such a stupid cacing..

teacher sometimes can be very fussy and noisy.
and thats irritated me alot..

last few days,after chemistry period,suddenly my brain jam and i dont
know why..i cannot put my head up for a few minutes..and well
my beloved frens are always beside me and massage my head..
thanks to zanna,rina,ernie,nat,fii,sharifah and who ever are there wif me..
and then i went to the library and at there,something came up and make me smile all the way.
haha..

now is 09:o5 pm..waiting for my favourite show..

need to end here..
so see ya!!
-zilabayukusumanegara-

2008-06-26T05:48:00.000-07:00

2008-06-21T03:15:00.000-07:00

when you do something you have never done before,
no matter how poorly it turns out,
you are on your way to doing it better the next time

2008-06-21T03:04:00.000-07:00

hello!!
today not going anywhere as no mood to go out!
so,school are opening soon!!cannot wake up late
again,must wake in the morning..sian eh.

i think when school re-open i getting more
busy wif the school work as i need to prepare
for the end of year examination..
hopefully i can slot in some time to
update my blog..

2008-06-19T05:42:00.000-07:00

2008-06-19T05:10:00.000-07:00

yesterday went out to ECP to celebrate hamizah
birthday in advanced..

so,zanna,herina,faizah,hamizah and me went there at about
11++..
at first the "party" was fun and full wif laughter..

wanted to light up the candle but,unfortunatedly,we can't. :)
so continue wif cutting the cake,the cake was delicious
chocolate and cream..halfway we play wif the cream by

putting at each other face..it was so fun..haha

after that,it rains heavily at ECP so,wanted to save time..

we just walk eventhough it rains heavily.

reach at marine parade,we are totally wet
it was so cold..so jalan2..printed photo and eat..

and,sempat we play arcade at timezone..thx to herina!!
i had a great time wif them..before that,faizah went home already..

so,me,zanna,herina and hamizah was having fun at the timezone.
hehe

go home about 6 plus..
:)

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2008-06-14T05:09:00.000-07:00

so,change the blog skin already..

so how?nice or not..btw thx to sharifah for
helping me up!!
so,last wednesday the f & n student went for course
like making some sort of pie..forget what it is call...hehe
at first,we were so hyperactive,but after finish
the course,our face like lemau..hehe

it was fun actually..play wif the flour like a pathetic.

guess what,miss yvone also join in..
she was super supporting..best!!

she always take pictures of us doing this,doing that,,

haha..also take picture wif the chef..hehe
best..

i,zana,sharifah and mizah always take pictures.
i think i laugh a lot there..
hahe..
so after that we are super thirsrty,so we go BK
and buy drinks..all were like gulping thier drinks
including me.haha
cannot tahan already leh..

so saw this guy,his face was totally action..like,

SAK CHEY FEY POH LEKON SAK SEI ARH!!

k.i got to chau already...
bye..

zilabayukusumanegara

2008-06-14T03:07:00.000-07:00

Hello,Mimi here.Randomly posting for Azilah~
Recently visited BITC .

2008-06-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

just now went out wif two cacing..
zana and sharifah..
take bus 15 drop at marine parade and walk underground straight to east coast..
we walk straight to bicycle shop and then rent
double bicycle for me and sharifah,single for zanna.

now i know that sharifah was to kanchong ..that little cacing..brrrr...then we try to race wif zana..
reach the big sandcastle and take some pictures.

play wif the water and sand like a pathetic.

hahah

cycle,cycle,cycle until mabuk..haha

i think we took many pictures there..haha

it was easy to race as there doesn't have so much people..

go home like about..3 plus..

take bus 15 together..

sempat take picyures.haha

-zilabayukusumanegara-

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2008-05-24T06:55:00.000-07:00

k..
since a looooong time i have not update my blog..
get my mid year exam results..
only god know how i felt when i look at the result..
hmm..
starting the school holiday..
and for sure we got holiday assignment..
sosial studies,maths and english..

on the last day of school,
my teacher went to the hospital before giving us the report book.

after that i went to take some awards...hahaha.

after that we get the result slip from mr tay..

finally..

so going to miss my friends and my class.

so,take care of yourself ya frens..!!

going to miss u a lot!

-ZILABAYUKUSUMANEGARA-

2008-04-27T00:04:00.000-07:00

me &

my bag

2008-04-26T23:51:00.000-07:00

hey,

today is sunday,27/4/2008..suppose to be my dad birthday,but
no celebration cause he's not feeling well and his celebration
is on the bed.(resting)

after revising maths,decided to blog in,so here i am
blogging alone in the room..

another 2 days will be the starting of my mid year exam..
feeling scared+nervous.

miss tay said that chemistry paper will be hard and thats make me
more scared to sit for the paper..

trying to work hard for all of the subjects..

..so,maybe,
after the exams,i will continue to blogg..

so see ya after the exams.

:BAYU KUSUMANEGARA:

2008-04-16T04:50:00.000-07:00

sori2..
since a long time last update my blog...sory
quite busy and tired nowadays.

so,tomorrow got mt oral..scared halfway my brain jam..hehe

just now staybackwith ruzanna & sharifah for a while to do the friendship poster or
what it was called..dun know lah..
halfway do,got some sec 3 express (boys) student walk pass and say:
"drg buat ni sia,semangat siul"

then i was like beng irritated with those words of theirs.

so i was like talk back with loud voice
"biar ah kite nk semangat'..

i hope they heard it.

stupid irritating boys..

whatever shit..

(muke mintak kene tumbuk sei)

then,

i was like damn tired that i never follow ruzanna meet herina..

SORRY RUZANNA!!

reached at home,meet my andi fikry and straight to my

BED!!hehe..

then zzzzzzzzz..

so,need to end here..
need to study for tomorrow maths test..

so.bye22

peace and 4 ever will be peace..

2008-04-05T01:43:00.001-07:00

today get to wake up late at about,9.30am..
after the 5 days of waking up at 6 a.m..(relief)
so,just know after tidy up the house,i watch DVD wif my mother.
the tittle is,"anak halal"..it was so fun that became my favourite movie.
ok.why it became my favourite movie out of sudden?
because the movie consist of comedy,violence and the most part i love is about their
friendship.i admire their friendship because their friendship string is
so strong that no one could do anything to break it up..

all of them were very supporting,they take care all of their frens,
and was so close.help them when they are in difficulties..
that really make me jealous.

hmm..if i could have a fren that have a same character that i have mention just
now,it will make me happy..

ok..

haha..

k..
so we end at here..
i just have a work to do after this..
so see ya

-H & A-?????

2008-04-02T05:15:00.000-07:00

hello!!sori..never update my blog about a few days ago..
been a very busy and tired day for me..
tomorrow i got 2 test.both chemistry and maths..
the 2 subject are very hard for me..hmm..
just try my best lah hah..
after updating my blog,i will study for the test tomorrow.
and the study progrrame have start again..
but it is good for us cause mid year exam is coming(OTW)

nowadays,i just realise that teachers is a bit fussy
and sometimes can be very irritating bustard..(haha)

ok..just cut it of..

hope to update my blog again..

bye2..

-08.26pm-

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peace!!

hello blog

2008-03-25T23:30:00.000-07:00

just started this blog.
now,sitting alone at my brother room and
surfing the net..
thinking what to do next.do hmwrk or sleep??
cannot give the answer now,follow my mood..hehe

hope to update my blogg everyday..
so..i decided to do my hmwrk now..
g2g.

bye2..
-zilah-

2008-03-25T18:44:00.000-07:00

My friends helped me made this blog.
Currently sitting with those peeps,Hamizah,Ruzanna,Sharifah.
Friends,link me !:D

Sorry blog not totally complete,*under construction*